Monday, May 24, 2010

Do you need sex? (short story poem)

Imma get’er done!!!!!
That’s what he says to himself
All he conceits about is his extensive sex
Because it is his most tremendous
Skills of magnificence
Every woman dreams to be pleased by handiness
Extreme nastiness naughtiness
Strategic and method of classiness
Vast in imaginations
Wew!
I could not handle it
But I feel bad about his arrogance
Because I see a potential in Royalty
Covering my holy temple with sovereignty
But he is so fine
He thinks his exquisiteness blinds me
Yet he can’t find THE
True value of this queen
I will swear to celibacy!
Just to prove there is more to me
Like a friend indeed
I’ll cook
I’ll clean
I’ll dress real mean
So every head will turn when we
Are walking together down the street
I’ll follow his lead
I’ll nurse his bruise that bleeds
I’ll massage his entire superior body
I’ll dance
I’ll sing
I’ll buy him bling
I’ll give’m money
I’ll introduce him the love
Exuding out of my being
From the creator that lives in me
I’ll pray for his needs
Secure him that
he’ll always have me
But here goes the But
Like But what?
He’ll take me for granted
Forget I was a legend
Then suddenly he’ll vanish
And Oh he so Manish
He Want a booty call
And a meal
That’s ALL?
So why did I give him my consecrated sugar walls?
I never complained
But when it was over
I protest every day
How could he treat me
The empress this way?
I was not his wifey
But I thought that I might be
Or I never would have gave him
The paramount of me
What an epiphany?
Self guilt was really gripping me
But now it all over
I see it
the entire view differently
Now I am tremendously picky
And a conversation cost any
Man to speak to me
Don’t even touch!
And I’ll charge for a stare
To much pressure
And I’ll scream!!!
GET OUT OF HERE!
You can call me stuck up
And Say I’m all about self
Every test that was unsuccessful
I will pass and excel
Because I am not going to Hell
You want to know what’s wrong you say?
Well call my ex-fiancé
Better yet
Ask my ex-husband why I act this way
And by the way
To the left!!! Like Beyance say
I’m waiting for some who appreciates
An upgrade
And now that you know
I got my legs closed
Because I can handle
The emotional pain like a hoe
I may seem cold
But we as cool as a fan in the North pole
And no means no!
For all of those rapist
That I let go
And I never ever told
So embarrassed to have actually slept with a criminal
Sick in the subliminal
I pitied the fact that an individual
Only wanted some one to love them in residuals
Hoping your disrespect wasn’t intentional
But the more I took your faults on myself
For where a man failed
Words can not express my deep intellectual hell
And now that I am free
I guard my heart more than anything
The Bible helped me renew my mind eventually
But the Holy Ghost led me into all truth
Far Away from religion that was tricking me
A spiritual lobotomy
I answered because God was calling me
But like Paul
I thank God I pray in tongues more than you all
Now where I
some time ago stalled
I go so hard
You can see determination in my eyes
To redeem the evils days and times
And since I am a reproducer of human kind
I’m waiting for my husband for which I was designed
So you can keep your penis
And all of your cleverness
And all of your money clips
Cause you can’t have this honey dip
And all the men in my past
Know I got the bombasts click
I moved like a rollercoaster shifts
Graded A terrific!
I am definitely quit gifted
I Taste like marvelous
Because God made me excellent
Now here is the end this
I hope you enjoyed it…lol
I don’t need your miscellaneous penis

I FELL IN LOVE WITH SOME ONE ELSE(short story poem)two thumbs up

I fell in love with someone else
But it seems distraught and bizarre
Come on let me do tell
All about this game of life dealt me like cards
Because
Even though you look like him
Even sound like him
Walk like him
You are not him
I know it was not you honey boo
And then again
It’s challenging my brain
This must be a spiritual thang
See
The person I met
Was sweet as a gentleman could be
That could not have been you
Because you say opening my doors is worldly
I simply believe it is generosity
It’s one of the ways a King would treat a Queen
A sign of protection
A definite signature of God’s reflection
I am convinced somebody had to posses him
In order for to pass up this favor of God blessing
But that can not possibly be you
That I fell in love with
See
He
The young man I fell in love with…
Had extended love in his heart
According the word
The fruits were so ewh la la
A compliment of my beauty that surpassed my flesh
Showing off and representing me
With honor and respect
But what the heck?
Are you hiding my honey in that body I call a shell
Holding my once loved all to yourself
Who are you?
Some wicked Jezebel
I heard about you
I got bailed
You formerly had a chain around my neck
And my eyes were slightly veiled
You had my soul yanking
as I tried
Consistently to break out of that jail
Snuck into my adored acquaintance pride
And you are dragging him to hell
Or so you thought…
And oh…so I pray
But I did not fall in love with you
But you tried to take my life away
You were banking that I would choose a man over God
Yes, That is quit odd
But I saw through that façade
That test was even hard
This is crazy!
I want my baby back, baby back, baby back!
But since accusing the brethren is a hobby of his
My windows of reality is not seeing that clear
But I have a hope in an individual day
That he would fast and pray and brake!
From you
You are so evil and cruel
And he is a confident fool
Perplexed by you
I know it’s great to defend my faith
-Selah-
But is the best
To have a relationship with God
The Creator Savior himself YAH
That’s how I got loosed from your plot
I did fall in love though
With him that you toss
Back and forth in doctrines torn apart
I look forward to him piecing together the right parts
Because right now his off and on the chart
But I did fall in love
With that part of him that is now defeated in religion
I pray the Lord forgive him
I did,
It made my life easier
Even my fear
That he would be cast into outer darkness
Disappeared
I know now he is accountable for his own mistakes
I am sure repentance is his daily thing
Because of your strong holds
You Immoral spirit!
Got him living in vain.
Totally ashamed of true loves way
But what do I know?
I know
He is not the same
His hearts no pure anymore
His approach is hard core
His eyes say war!
And when I met him
I seen innocence ofcoarse
But now
Wow!
I am waaaaayyyy out of town
I think that place VA
Has suppression being allowed
I thought he and I be married by now
But he is engage to another young gale
We’ll
I just know this
He was a high risk
And I discerned this from the primary night we 1st kissed
I just wish it did not end up like this
But a queen and a prince
Is not a good mix
I fell love with someone else
And I really miss him
I have an unconscious plan to go get him
But when you don’t know you are a slave or a victim
You don’t know that you need freedom
From the deadly daily imposed venom
Like an animal with rabies growing in’m
I can’t defend or avenge them
Only a miracle can heal and restore
Make him whole from the core
But his devotion don’t consider that no more
He on one occasion claimed we have 2 different Lords
ok now
I am deciding to be his friend no matter what
Maybe he will distinguish accurate love
And I’ll forget about what we had once
Because it has not shown up
I just want to make sure
He is alive
God forbid if he died
But then again
Maybe that’s the deal sin…
To crown his intellectualism
That you’ll give him a rise
A victorious psychological high
But I
Had enough of your fabricational lies
I just anticipate that he’d realize
I fell in love with some one else
And he is locked up in that cell
I hope that his born again spirit rebels
So he can over come by his testimony
And Jesus’ blood all lives to tell
Because I really loved….
And I fell
In love with that someone else

WHO IS NEXT?(SHORT STORY OF HOPE)

Let me talk to you for a minute…
SO I am chilling right?
My step mom comes up to me and says….
I had a dream about you …
And it was you sitting on the couch smiling…
While you dad was playing with your baby on the floor…and
They were laughing having a good time…
And I could see the joy and peace in your eyes
And I am like…whatever lady…that has to be at least
3 to 5 years from now…
So that was scenario 1
A week later…
With no idea about what was said prior to me…
Here comes my dad…
Conversing
I had a dream about you…
Like it was a top secret…whispering and stuff
He seemed uncomfortable about what he was about to tell me
Yet he seem curious and suspicious
And I was like…ok…
What was it about dad?
He said,
You were doing something…
You are not supposing to be doing…
UNTIL YOU GET MARRIED!
Yelling like I did it or something
Pops tripping
And then He said…who are you dating now?
I said dad,
I am not even speaking to any man
They (past men in relationships)
Wasted too much of my time, life and money
Body, mind, emotions and I can not be a dummy…
I can not do that any more…no right now at least…
I will not talk to a man
For any reason at except
to buy my product
From my business www.misstibbs.organogold.c
om
And or to make business partners…
I quit relationships!
I left VA to leave the memories of my past relationships
To get myself together...again
So far men have only slowed me down
And I do not plan to get with no one
Until I am totally financially stable
And emotionally healed
From all the pain my last fiancé caused me
…with pain in my voice like
I needed a moment of silence
Trying to keep from crying….
I was so deceived
My dad said ok, just checking…
That was the 2nd scenario
SO BOOM!
Low and behold!
Just today,
I am sitting in Sunday school
A class before Church Service
And my lil Cousin who I am proud of
Because he just graduated from High School…
LOVE IT!
Came up to me…then sat down beside me
And gave me some
Fresh squeezed mango juice my aunt…his momma made
And some Cheese Its
WE kicking the Willie bow bow (joking and talking)
And He said I see you one and half year from now
A little bigger
Because you are going to be pregnant
And I AM APPAULED!
I am like,
I do not know how!
I am not giving up any more free booty
And I am not a rent-a-hoe…
Immaculate Conception!
LOL!
We were tripping…disrupting class
He said well,
I have this gift and I seen it
And you will too live it…
SO now I am like….
Thinking real hard and deep…
Writing poetry…as I am pondering
I really am not ready for this…
I stay busy on purpose in ministry and my business
I have been diss-ing men EVERY SINGLE DAY!
I have been the meanest I can be
Weather they were fine, rich, handsome,
Kids or no kids, car or no car…own house, own apartment
Live with parents,
Runs a business and or has a great job with benefits,
Packing (WELL HUNG)
Saved and unsaved…
I have even recently
told them straight up,
I JUST DON’T WANT YOU…
WITH THE WORST ATTITUDE Possible
I don’t intend to yell, but...
It comes out like that
Having flash backs of the last bull crap…
I decided to write this to ask for prayer…
To help my fate, faith and hope increase
I want to really be free from all this disappointments
That lingers in my reality
I really don’t want to miss my blessing
I took a step to forgive those in my past
And give mercy
Making them FB friends again
But as far my future...
I move in it
With severe caution (YELLOW TAPE)
SO I can hear God clear with nobody telling me…
(RELIGIOUS FOLK)
It is him
That’s your husband,
Marry him because you compliment each other,
You will both make the influential power couple
And yaw looked good together too…
Or you got marry him because you are both saved
And order to remain going to church here…
Even if you are not sleeping together
in the same bed…
You are shacking up…
They said
Even if you are not having sex…
You both will go to Hell
Because you are living in sin
OH…never again
After being scared into a marriage
Divorced soon followed
Because of neglect and abuse
Or the following man
Ask to marry me 5 times yaw!
5 times I always emphasize
And then got religious and left me
Judge me for my weaknesses
That he was suppose to protect me from…
Since he wanted to be my husband
Still I forgive him…
Still I love him…
But I know it has been way past over
In this case
Just pray for me yaw…
For real….
Like right now this…
For me to receive my true man of God
My deliberate husband
Then I can be like…
Never the less
Not my will
But you will be done Heavenly Father
In Jesus name
We pray and agree Amen..
Now
With that being said…
All I got to say is…
WHO IS NEXT!






The Christian Man –VS- The Godly Man(short story poem)

The Christian Man –VS- The Godly Man
Copy Right 2010
Written By Jamelle Tibbs AKA DEL-PHI-YAH

A Christian Man is committed to his religion man
Has given
A godly man is committed to live in ways
Like Jesus
A Christian Man lives for the advancement
(Ordination)
Of a sect of people give him
(Cult)
A godly man seeks the Kingdom of God 1st
No matter what he is given
A Christian man speaks so intellectually
And knows the word of God
English,
Hebrew
And Greek
Yet when the challenges of life and his characters leaks
He runs from himself to people who don’t see
Nor know him truly
A Godly man lives this life for love
And Charity, he can’t give enough of
(God gave his only begotten son)
A Christian Man will be watching the football,
Basketball or and any sport
After or during Church
And will not add any personal growth or time to the Church folk
He has a schedule
And a program that can not be interrupted by spiritual things,
Because he is carnal
A godly man sees that praying, fasting and studying is a need
So someone is available to teach
The correct doctrine 24 hours at his facilities
By internet, phone or even T.V
A Christian Man has several baby mommas
With on and off drama
Focuses on politics, gossip,
People trying to play him and President Obama
A godly man takes on the responsibilities of 1 wife
And is a Father to his children and he knows that takes significant time
And if there is a past, he’d humbly apologize
With works and faith through Jesus Christ makes it all right
A Christian man believes in his click of friends
And will turn his back against true friends or a woman who loves him
For status and false pretense
A godly man will fight and protect a woman he loves
Because in his heart he is determined to never give up (covenant)
As they both learn together the way of their master
A Christian man is a coward and hides behind knowledge and worldly power
A godly man is royal priest hood and a king
And he speaks with authority
And even when others are fake
He remains secure with loyalty
A Christian man manipulates any system
To get what he says God wants
A godly man fast and prays
And won’t with out God’s instruction
A Christian man claims to have a relationship with God
Attacks people with the law of the letter and says has a man robbed God?
A Godly man has the characteristics of God
Love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance
Against such there is no law
A Christian mans declares to have found Jesus
But when it is time to show love he leaves us
Using scripture out of context to condemn true believers
Leaving no room for repentance as he tries to deceive us
A godly man seeks to have all spiritual gifts
And he will prophecy
To build up the church not profit with lies
A godly man supports his wife’s ministry
Remembering they have different calls
Yet they serve the same Creator being
A Christian man does nothing to die to his sins
He just keeps falling and falling over and over again
Till he is satisfied in his flesh and soulishly addicted contents
A godly man will fast until he faces the truth
The Holy Ghost says
God hates this
I need you to hate this too
And when he says but I now do
He hates the very act of the sin and his repentance is true
The Christian blames everybody else for his mistakes
And puts people on blast when himself also participates
(Hypocrite)
A godly mans discerns spirits by the word of God
And ministers to the exact need of the person he comes across
A Christian man will rob, steal and kill
Abuse women, pay for abortions of children
Claiming free will
Because he snuck to fornicate or adulterate
With someone that did not know his true reputation around his state
Womanizing the bait
Causing all kinds of heartbreak and soul ache
A godly man knows that each person in his family
Needs a certain kind of attention and acts of love sincerely
His Wife does not get the same affection of his daughter or his mother
Nor does a son get the same attention of his father or his brother
But he has found true balance in each relationship
Because God has shown him all this
So neglect is not an increment
And wisdom is gained from all of it
A Christian man leaves his wife to do ministry work no matter what the situation is
No food, no car,
No understanding,
No place to live
He says God will take care of them
Forgetting his accountability to cover them
He secretly wants to murder them
Abandoning the facts he is the one who is in charge to envelop them
I could go on
However I must admit
I am so glad God finally showed me this
Creed versus a connection
Only experience and The Holy Spirit revealed this
So wait for a man of God
Not a Christian man in religion